Pondering.

I saw Styx open for Boston a few hours ago. I really enjoyed it, though I was saddened that Boston was without Brad Delp. I love when bands as old as I am can still rock with the best of them.

In other news...

I've done alot of searching recently, into myself and into my mind and soul. I'm happier with being me than ever before in my life. I feel I'm being true to myself and lately I've been noticing so many signs from the past, "invitations", as it were, to explore all in life, and question everything until I've found the answer that fits my worldview. I recall specific events that never seemed related, until now. I suppose anything, when compared, can be connected by coincidence and yes, I understand that it doesn't necessarily mean anything at all...however, I feel so at home. I feel the rhythm in my existence, I see the logic in my understanding, I experience the amazement in everything.

I do worry, of course, that my explorations will not be accepted or looked upon favourably. Discrimination, fear and hatred come in all forms. I don't want to choose, so please don't make me. You don't have to like it...just don't turn away.